never on sale

Less than a week until Jalen is one and the idea of another baby still eludes me. Having another kid might be probable if only I could buy another one just like Jalen. (Umm, excuse me, but do you sell the Jalen in a girl model?) I just read that when your baby reaches one year old, due to lost sleep and the bionic aging influence of babies, you will feel twenty years older. And thanks to a very cranky baby tonight, I have a hard time ignoring that logic right now. But the past year has been priceless. I will probably reflect a lot on the past year in the next few days. Although I haven't forgotten the hardships that got us here, all I can think about are all the great things that have happened. Unfortunately, I have a few extra wrinkles to go with it, but I can't imagine being able to buy anything that would bring as much joy and satisfaction.