homebound

I remember how difficult and stressful going out with Jalen used to be. I can't even remember all the little things that I used to worry about. It's never good to be cooped up too long, even for the baby, so it's important to get out. These days, it's quite simple and easy. It helps that Jalen appreciates going out. The hard part is just getting motivated. We're always trying to catch up on chores and rest most of the time. We also feel an urgency to get back early because Jalen needs to sleep.
I remember a time when good weather or an upcoming weekend would bring anxiety because of a desire to venture out. Nowadays, all I want to do is go home. Home, though, has a new meaning in my life. It's not someplace that you can go to or anything that you can touch. Eumi, Jalen and me, together, is home.